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FatalFear.
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"Forever being in depression, being in dilemma, being in fear. I'm that one person who can't even believe in myself."

TWITTER.

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Wednesday, August 11, 2010 - 11:58 PM
Nothing can fit here.

I'm sorry for today, despite knowing that you're sick, I made you feel even more horrible. You said that I am the best out of all your girlfriends, I think I don't deserve that. I know I'm being selfish by hating you just talking to all those girls, but it makes me feel that you're closer to them than you are to me.

对不起，我很自私.

And for the mixed feelings, its definitely not about me not loving you anymore. I don't want to lose you, seriously. Its more like I'm starting to feel that the gap we once mentioned, became further apart. I don't know why but somehow, I feel that you don't love me like how you used to. I know I've said this before over and over again, I guess I want more than just assurance now.

对不起, 我没用.


"A man reserves his true and deepest love not for the species of woman in whose company he finds himself electrified and enkindled, but for that one in whose company he may feel tenderly drowsy."

-George Jean Nathan

I hope that I'm the one.



I wonder why we would end up like this. I want us to be like how we used to be.:(
Please make it happen. Just for this.


- 6:46 PM


My baby is sick. :( Get well soon yea. Rest more and drink more water. Don't keep playing with your iPhone and use it to go online. If not I'll get angry. Wish I could be by your side now.

Sigh.

So dear I love him, that with him all deaths I could endure, without him live no life.
-John Milton.